Saturday, December 18, 2004
Bleah...i'm back again...nearly forgot my password so i guess that goes to show it was tat long since i've blogged. Here am i stuck at home on a chilly saturday night. Ran out of things to do haha so i decided to blog. School's starting in next monday for me...a new semester for me..and come think of it, 2004 is coming to an end. Finally...i can't wait for the year 2005. Hmmm...i've been through quite alot in 2004...been through quite a number of rough patches in 2004 but i'm glad that i actually pulled through them n learnt something from there. Special thanks to my very best friend, B who gave me the extra strength to make it through. Of course new friendships were formed this year. J n rash...thanks for being there again...i'm lookin forward to more fun with you guys!!! K i'll stop here...before anione here thinks i'm gonna thank ma mom and dad next. Went for A team christmas party yesterday...it was quite fun though i arrived an hour late. Tom performed some new magic tricks for us....and i'm still very very amazed at how he managed to do all those stuff. I'm still shocked at how he actually managed to make the $2 note float in the air. hmm...wonder if he ever knoes how to turn a $2 note into a $50 dollar note. Tha'll be really cool...after that..we went around shaking hands and exchanging presents...guess what i got? a photo frame...and a roll of wrapping paper... cos the person who gave it to me didn't have time to wrap it haha....i saw tom holding on to my chocolates at the end..it was funny how he was trying to figure out wat it was and i was just beside him...
_just me_
8:24 PM
Monday, December 06, 2004
j n i went cycling at sentosa today...the weather was chilly n it was a perfect day to cycle around...not that i actually KNOW how to cycle...but in case u wanna know, we were riding a bike tat could actually carry 2 persons. Decided to try riding a bike for the 2nd time..damn..i had a hard time with balancing the bike mainly becos of this fear of falling off the bike...and becos i suffered from countless times of knee injury...ma fear of falling kinda doubled...god damn it! i was just sooooo pissed off with maself...eeerrggghhhhh....it's such a simple thing to do...and i jus couldn't do it!!! seriously...i hate this fear thingy in me!it's the thing tat is affecting me in so many ways...maybe this is even the thing tat's holding me back from wadever i wanna achieve...i'm like in the lost world on ma own...sometimes i dun even understand myself...let alone understand some other pple dear to me..sigh i jus hope i can come out off this whole turmoil ard me real soon...it's like i've got so much more unanswered questions running around in ma head n it's really killing me..this explains why i'm writing all these down...i'm really tired of this crap tat i'm going through now...at the rate i'm going...i dun think i'm even gonna achieve ma goal of attaining a place in mass com..in fact i'm far away from it...tat's the only thing i'm damn sure of now...i WANT tat...for peeps who are reading this now...i'm sorry you guys had to read this sad sad entry of mine...dun worri abt me now...i'm feeling damn good now...after sorting out ma thoughts through writing all these now...
_just me_
9:10 PM
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