Sunday, February 20, 2005
YO!!! i'm in a super good mood today for some reason...haha...no idea why. bleah...spent almost the past days studying maths~! almost needed some1 to do cpr on me. So i got tingz to help me haha. She's super good ya know? I can spend hours pondering over something i dun understand. Then she just point here point there...draw here draw there abit...then i could get it within 15 mins...can't blame her...shes the maths whiz ya knoe? I was shocked to see only 1 person frm my class whos online jus now. I assume the others are all studying maths!!! OH no...i'm feeling guilty.haha. Been feelin' a lil down this week...talked to muffin abt it.Muffin said maybe its due to the stress. She says i get a hell lot more snappy when i'm stressed out. You knoe who's the next potential hypertension workaholic??? the answer is me...haha. It sometimes puzzles me why i can't seem to take things easily...esp my studies. I get stressed out very very easily. That explains the white hair on my head. From what i figured, i guess it's because of my desire to do well in my studies. N when i want it...i go all the way out to get it. I mean it's only natural to do so right? Ya knoe what? Maybe i try to hard..*shrugs*. am i really?? Some1 once told me... without the stress...i'll do much better...n till now...i'm still fighting this stress thing. Well, i just hope 1 day i'll fight this inner battle n bring out the best in maself! reminds me off this health skit i once watched about hypertension brought to us by catholic high i think. They had situations where certains characters' stress level was measured n how they eventually all died when the stress level got too high. They even had this thing to measure the stress level! which was precisely why they won haha. Read a beautiful fanfiction abt titled Sunset on Winglin lately. It was mentioned in the story that if u look at the sunset...u would actually find the answers to your questions. I loved the way she described the sunset. Well i don't really know if this theory would work or not so don't come complaining to me if u can't find ur answers k. All i know is that the sunset is a really beautiful thing...so beautiful that all the negative thoughts just dissapear n it just makes u feel so much better after a bad day! Maybe we can really find answers to our questions then...thats if we remove all negative thoughts...
_just me_
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