Friday, January 26, 2007
Went with my mom to the bank again today to settle my school fees. AUD 7,600 dollars to be exact...a f***ing amount of 9000 plus dollars to be exact. I don't know why, but somehow felt that i was carrying a weight/burden of 9,000 dollars when i left the bank. Not a good feeling, living your life in guilt and carrying a heavy burden. But i cant complain about it, cos i think my mum has carried heavier burdens for the family and she never once complained about it. All i can do now is to be strong. Wish i could find a way to break the news to her. Feel horrible for being such a bloody liar. Biggest mistake, Biggest Fall, Biggest Lie. All this happened within the past year just like a whirl of tornado which toppled my life around, the striking of 4D, Me suddenly being in Uni, landing up in a course that was a wrong decision on my part, having the biggest fall in my life. Gonna take every ounce of me and turn it all around. I have a feeling this will be an interesting story to tell when i turn 80. Haha. BE Strong.
_just me_
10:26 PM
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